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Thursday, July 21, 2011

Just rambling. Sorry for using my blog.

Can you not see what you're doing?
Pushing and pulling,
My family was not yours to break.
I don't know how you can think this ok.
Your childish ways will get you nowhere in life.
You are not welcome in my presence
And you can try to speak to me,
but you'll be talking to a brick wall.
My words can not express the pure anger I feel inside me.
And they will destroy your life as you know it.
Run to your mommy and cry to her
Tell her how we hurt you and how it was all our fault.
Spread your lies and ruin our name.
Hide behind your computer and your phone
Tell the world. I do not care.
Because I know the truth and so do you.
It will eat you alive, the guilt you're trying to hide inside.
I offer no forgiveness. I offer you no prayers.
You cannot come into our home and expect something we can not give.
If money's what you want, find a job.
If things are more to you than people, you're going to end up very lonely.
If we are so terrible, why would you come here in the first place?
Run back to your trashy little town.
Run away from a life surrounded by love and into a life of struggle.
Your husband can't even look at you the same.
Everything you say is tainted.
Everything you do will be counted against you.
The love I once had for you no longer exists.
If you could hear the things I have to say, you'd fall over dead.